Episode 112

I Regret Nothing

I have an artistic condition, self-described as, "Bookend Syndrome."

And that's about the best I can do in a two-word package. The reality of it is being able to conceptualize and realize large amounts of a story's greater girth (usually around 80% of it) but faltering on the remainder, the opening and ending, 10%/10%.

It takes me almost a year to shoulder through a novel's first five chapters. After a shitstorm of creativity (30+ chapters in 3 months) I usually end up helpless on the wrap-up, and not for lack of direction or effort.

AD is falling into that, as I'm only 7 episodes away from ending the first season. I always get it together, there's just this pause as I'm doing it until I work through it. So anyway, that's what's up with AD's current 'weekly schedule,' and hopefully I've just hit a breakthrough and charge forward through the finale.

And as a P.S. - Sorry, Soups, but you shouldn't question 'The Man' without some bureaucracy in your pocket or an otherwise ace up your sleeve.

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